Mimi

Okay, not gonna lie i was FORCED into doing this not like i didn't want to or anything, just know it doesn't make it any less true 🤗

So to get started i just wanna say that i REALLYYYYY love your voice and i love the way you speak to me although i just wish u were a little nicer to me sometimes and missed me more because what the heck do you mean you can go a whole day without me like if you really just hate me say that 😔, however i think it's okay because i know that you will come back to me eventually (i hope). I know that you say you love me and stuff but i also know that you say it to other people 😒, i only want you to say that to me and nobody else unless its family (EVEN PURGE, SCREW THAT.) like i wanna feel special to you and you only boi, and in return I'll give you the same exact treatment because i want you to feel loved and cared for.

Also another thing is that i hate when you don't call me or something right after saying u would because u fell asleep, like i promise its okay to tell me if your tired or not and or if your going to sleep 😭, because i don't wanna be left waiting in anticipation for you to call me when it doesn't happen.

Okay seriously all jokes aside, I want you to know how much i care for you and how you make me feel, up until now i haven't wanted a relationship because i didn't think i was ready for it until i met this one person named Mimi (u btw), and honestly i feel like you are perfect and i want you to be with me for as long as possible because i really like you and think you can make me a better person and feel way better about myself, I love the way you say specific things, the way you forgive me after apologizing almost 93% of the time, the way you speak to me like you truly care and how you beg me for the dumbest things like it's cute as heck also funny at the same time.

Everyday the moment you text me and i notice i get so happy because i love when you text me, but at the same time i also feel like one day your just gonna stop talking to me and that really scares me because i wouldn't ever want that to happen because you mean so much to me and it would hurt too bad. I know that you might feel that i can be annoying sometimes and if you do please just tell me and i will shut up and try to be less annoying, there hasn't been one person who hasn't called me annoying so i promise i will get it. You are truly an amazing person, your very beautiful and you have a kind heart.

I love how you say you hate me but we all know that just isn't true and would never be true because you love me so much right, well good thing because i love you so much too, you are far too precious to give up and i wouldn't want any other guy to take you away yk? anyways, on another note; just because i sometimes talk to other girls doesn't mean i like talking/them more than i do you, you will always be number one for me, like i would really block people for you if you didn't like the way we speak to each other.

Okay, last thing. So when you hang up on me to talk to another person it just makes me feel bad and i don't like that feeling, however i really do get it like you wanna talk to your friends and that's okay, i just start to miss you and hearing your voice. also i hate to say this but I'm a sensitive guy and get worked up over the slightest things which i hate myself for because i don't wanna be like this but i can't do anything about it sadly. When you say you are going to go talk to another person and not tell me who it is i just start overthinking which i know i shouldn't because i do trust you but like previous experiences, it just gets in my head sometimes.

I have been trying to work on it, but it’s really only because losing someone like you is actually my biggest fear (to answer ur question too). So, after concluding everything and spilling the tea (which you better appreciate), I just want to say I love you. I don’t want to just be another person you talk to; I want to be your person. I want you to be mine forever.